Feel like I’ve been sleeping forever oh man
I hate mornings. Doesn’t help that my ex’s mom is so fucking loud.
Now I’m wide awake, goofin’ on tumblr. Sweet.
Hey there tumblr, sorrry guys ive been busy these past few weeks. Part of it is because during afternoon I’ve been playing basketball twice-trice a week (I’ve been enjoying playing hoops - discovering that its best played stoned was the dagger that made me love the game even more) also, a friend…
do you ever get sad over something that happened a long time ago because i do
they say the best things in life are free
is food free
is internet free
THERE’S FREE WIFI AT MCDONALD’S AND YOU COULD SCAVENGE FOR FRIES LIKE A PIGEON
I probably just had the worst dream this year.
My relationship was going solid and everything was just right. Until I noticed he was being secretive again. He started to pay less attention to me, he hid his phone a lot and just wanted nothing to do with me.
My heart was breaking. Luna was 2 years old… And so, I would cry, all day, everyday because I knew something was wrong but I couldn’t figure it out.
Later on, we were all in a gathering and we tried to do an intervention which ended with him lying, so I took his phone out of his hand and ran to the bathroom, he literally broke down the door but I had already saw everything I needed to see..
He was cheating on me. He confessed that he wanted to be away from me, he wanted to break up and that he felt nothing for me.
I literally thought I was going to just faint or whatever. It was so much to take in. Our family, our life, our love.
Now I’m scared. I just want to cry but I don’t know how.
The sad part is… It came true.
Oh ffs, can you stop pretending you’re fucking super grandma. Jesus.
Its one thing to try something new
But its not okay for you to all of a sudden be in a relationship with someone that you’ve only known for less than a fucking month.
I’m actually really pissed off now, my night is ruined.
You tell someone you still love them and they say the same, but they just spit in your face.